It was His time. He knew it. He had taught, healed, raised the dead, walked on water, cast out demons, and done so much more to prove without a doubt that He was the Son of Man prophesied by the holy scriptures.
With Christ as my intercessor I have nothing to fear.
This question made everything so clear as it made it apparent that dwelling on these things was going to hinder my godly influence on others and not allow me to be who I truly want to be.
When you truly want something, you will do whatever it takes to receive it. You may not know how to obtain it, but you will seek it with all your being until you find out.